tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52286719199202618522024-02-19T22:56:45.423-08:00~ pelangi setelah hujan ~rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-37947220467980660052009-06-01T01:50:00.000-07:002009-06-01T01:55:28.714-07:00My Recent PlaylistMy Recent Playlist<br /><br />The Ting Tings ~ That’s Not My Name<br /><br />The Script ~ The Man Who Can’t Be Moved >> …“Cause if one day you wake up and find you’re missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be... “<br /><br />OneRepublic ~ Stop and Stare<br /><br />Ronan Keating ~ The Long Goodbye >> …“How long must we keep riding on a carousel? Going round and round and never getting anywhere?”<br /><br />Dashboard Confessional ~Handsdown<br /><br />Kings of Convenience ~ Homesick >> …”Homesick cause I no longer know what home is...”<br /><br />Ne-Yo ~ Because of You <br /><br />Adhitia Sofyan ~ In To You >> … “I don’t want to be a victim of a broken heart, I don’t want to put myself into another mess…”<br /><br />Matchbox Twenty ~ Unwell<br /><br />Akon ~ Sorry, Blame It On Me >>…” I'm sorry for the times I would neglect,<br />I'm sorry for the times I disrespect…”rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-61640017950551670552009-06-01T01:48:00.000-07:002009-06-01T01:50:08.320-07:00what a big fat liarI always trust you, <br /><br />but you are used to put<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />On the<br /><br />Truth<br /><br />And the<br /><br />Truth<br /><br />Behind the<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Lies<br /><br />Then,<br /><br />How could I trust you?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~~~~~rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-41776686040323773342009-06-01T01:46:00.002-07:002009-06-01T01:48:01.750-07:00Chocolate x StrawberryIt’s the end of a journey of chocolate and strawberry<br /><br />It’s the day when those two decided their next destiny<br /><br />It’s the time when the strawberry chose to finish<br /><br />And the first time for chocolate burnt into tears<br /><br />It’s the end of a strange short term relationship<br /><br />I wonder whether they’ll be back into a friendship<br /><br />It’s seems like another game over<br /><br />I wish both of them will immediately start overrxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-44220888327487305642009-06-01T01:46:00.001-07:002009-06-01T01:57:56.257-07:00Please * * *<span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;">I don’t wanna be childish<br /><br />Or starting to get peevish <br /><br />But what happened to me were so much out of bliss<br /><br />Now I want to make a dismiss<br /><br />No need to call me selfish,<br /><br />Better to look at yourself first, please</span></span>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-16771607056610057472009-06-01T01:45:00.001-07:002009-06-01T01:58:45.665-07:00Mr Busy vs Lady Leisure Time....<br /><br /><br /><br />She knows exactly how many phone calls he has made this month <br /><br />She even only needs her two fingers to count<br /><br /><br />She remember clearly that he didn't reply her short message last night<br /><br />She may not blame on him and it's also not proper to get mad<br /><br /><br />She knows what will happen if she turned to be peevish<br /><br />Her bosom friends would tell her not to be selfish<br /><br /><br />He's such a Mr. Busy every time<br /><br />And she's like a lady of the leisure time<br /><br /><br />She surely knows that it's not because he doesn't care<br /><br />But she's wondering whether it's fair or unfair<br /><br /><br />He promises her faith and begs her to be more understand<br /><br />She only wishes that he's really a trustworthy man<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />....rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-42062778581852957182009-06-01T01:40:00.000-07:002009-06-01T01:44:48.362-07:00INSOMNIA Part III don’t know why it’s always hard to sleep<br /><br />No matter how hard I try, I will always be<br /><br />sleepless. And it’s really sucks knowing <br /><br />Others are `dead asleep while I’m having problem to close<br /><br />my eyes. I hate of being alone in the middle of the night. <br /><br />Now this sleeping disorder even seems getting worse.<br /><br />I’m start getting a headache, I feel tired and unwell, I’m craving to be <br /><br />able to sleep. Aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh….rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-80621647913773258652009-05-27T01:13:00.000-07:002009-05-27T01:15:35.795-07:00Careless >.<December 14, 2008<br /><br />I have been lost my student identity card for three months. I have forgotten the last time I kept that card. I should’ve managed a new card, but I was too lazy to do it. My friends told me that I have to pay Rp.100.000; and go to three different places to have a new card. For me, that’s complicated. Moreover, I considered the card is not really necessary at the time because I can still do my campus activities without that card. I can still borrow books from the library, using the internet access, and having the exam without that card. The only activity that I can’t do without that card is borrowing the campus bike, but it doesn’t really matter because I can take yellow bus to go around the campus. Ha-ha. What a lazy me! <br />However, finally I realized that I should manage a new card. I’m afraid that the problem of losing student identity card will still be come out someday. Knowing that one of my classmates also has lost her student identity card, I plan to ask her to manage the new card together. Well, I think it will be better and less complicated if we doing it by two. My friends and I planned to manage the card last Wednesday, but then suddenly she told me that she was running out of money. Therefore, we have to postpone the plan (again). Actually, I was a little bit disappointed at that time. I was in the good mood to manage a new card, but suddenly my friend has a problem with the money. <br />Nevertheless, I am used to believe that everything always happened for a reason, and once again it is proven to be. Today, I’m the good mood to clean my room. When I was cleaning my worktable’s drawer which is already over loaded and messy, I found my identity card is slipping among some papers note. Whoa, what a lucky me! I have to thank to God for showing me where is the card actually hides. (Naughty card!) Well, perhaps I also have to thank to my friend for postponing our plan to manage the new card, so I don’t have to waste my Rp. 100.000;<br />Ha-ha… My three months without student identity card is happy ending. <br />n_n<br />* Can you please remind me to always keep my stuff safely? *rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-30694816241719738942009-05-27T01:11:00.000-07:002009-05-27T01:13:32.254-07:00Freedom WritersFreedom Writers<br /><br />Last Friday I watched a movie titled Freedom Writers which is actually recommended as one of good American movie for our final project in American Studies class. This is a very good movie. This is a story about the struggle of a high school teacher named Erin Gruwell. Erin just accepted as a new teacher in one of senior high school in Arizona where racism is obviously exists. The students in that school are separated between the white and the non-white. The non-white students are come from various races, Latino, African-American, Cambodian, Vietnamese, Negro, Caucasian and etc. They have been being discriminated for long time by the school management. Actually, they won’t go to school if there were possibility for it. However they have to go to school because of the government regulation. The non-white students are gathered in a special class with lower standard compared to another classes for the white students. There will be a specialization for the brilliant non-white students to join the white students’ class, but this exception is rarely happened. Moreover, even tough non-white students join the non-white students’ class, they will still get different way of treating.<br />The students in the special class are hostile each other based on their races. The class is much uncontrolled. Erin gets shock at the first day she comes to the class, as she sees a fight almost break out in her classroom and gang battle at the school. Her students in the special class do not obey her, but Erin doesn’t give up. Gradually she begins to get their trust. She gives a book to each of them to write a diary about their experiences of life. Erin wants to know their real life. How they’re being abused and evicted, and how hard their life actually is. <br />Erin wants to decrease discrimination that they have got from the school. She tries to ask some new books from the students, but her requests are always rejected. Therefore she decided to use her own money to finance all the things that she needs to teach her students. She takes three part time jobs to pay for more books for the students. She also spends more times at school which is brought her to a big compensation as her disappointed husband finally divorced her. Nevertheless, Erin’s big efforts to raise her students are works. Her students start to respect her and behave nicely. The gap of racism between them is slowly dissolving. As the final project, Erin asks her students to write their diary into form of a book. Erin arranges these final projects into a book and publishes it as The Freedom Writers Diary. At the end of the movie, Erin successfully brought many of her students to graduation and college. <br />I think it’s really inspiring movie. Erin is a kind of unusual teacher. She is very brave in breaking the discrimination. The unity that she has been successfully created among her student is not easy. If I were in her position at that time, I’m not sure that I won’t give up easily. Erin’s struggle is awesome. Moreover, this movie is based on the reality. Anyone who wants to become a teacher should watch this movie first. It’s really worth to watch. <br />For your information, the Freedom Writers then become a foundation, leads by Erin Gruwell, which is providing teachers with innovative teaching methods through workshops that held at the Freedom Writers Institute. The main purpose of this foundation is to improve the academic performance of their students. This foundation is still exists now.rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-81859187716444997482008-12-02T21:11:00.000-08:002008-12-02T21:14:02.386-08:00Fable<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">Mr. Bunny and Miss Penguin<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">The Magic Jungle just released a new fable<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">But it’s not the race between the Mouse deer and the Turtle<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">Nor the story of the Lion and the Tiger’s great battle<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">It’s about Mr. Bunny who lives under the oak tree<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">And Miss Penguin that lives in a very cold country<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">Introduced by the dragonflies and the blowing wind<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">They become friends through a long distance<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">The Bunny and the Penguin agreed to be pals<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">But who can forbid when an oviparous loves a mammal?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: "Porky's";">*<span style=""> </span>*<span style=""> </span>*<o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-17071626527647923492008-12-02T19:07:00.000-08:002008-12-02T19:13:14.488-08:00A Cellphone's DiaryCell Phone’s Diary<br /><br />March 3rd, 2008<br /><br />I’ve tried my best for her. My operation system is going slower lately. It because my overloaded memory, I supposed. I wonder why she hasn’t bought me a memory card yet. It will help me a lot. There are too many messages in my inbox now. 3000 messages in a small device without additional memory card like me! Can you imagine? Most of them belong to him―of course. I receive his messages all day long just for her. But why she seldom to share a little bit affection with me. I am wondering. Is it really hard for her to erase some of unimportant messages in the inbox? Oh, I have to tell you one more thing. I connect her to his cell phone every night, just to hear her laughs and to see her smile after they said good night to each other. But she always forgets to recharge my battery. I’ve collapsed for several times this week because of my empty battery. It sucks! I’m dying!rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-51587900418054475552008-12-01T23:17:00.000-08:002008-12-02T19:06:21.068-08:00Sweetest Drug<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Sweetest drug</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >He</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" > </span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >is like drug, so soft and sweet<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >My opium, my daily need<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Gave me bliss<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Like a source of peace</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >I was positive miserably addicted<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Strangely, It can’t be rejected<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Day by day the addiction multiplied<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Rode over me, but can’t be denied</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Then come the day of alteration<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >When the sweet changed into poison<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >It deranged me and dissolved my heart<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Resuscitated that life could be so hard</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >This painful heart drove me insane<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Nothing could cure, no hope remains<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >But the life must goes on anyway<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >I know this pain should no longer stay</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Now the drug has gone away<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >But he will start another play<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Looking the others to be his prey<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >Then treat them as how he treated me</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-86433567916645933952008-12-01T23:14:00.001-08:002008-12-02T19:22:04.145-08:00I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b><span style="line-height: 150%;">INSOMNIA<o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><span style=""> </span>I have been suffering from sleep disorder for the last one year. This sleep disorder actually a little bit strange. I call it insomnia, although I’m not really sure whether it’s really insomnia or not. I am used to sleep around 10 or 11 at night, but then I will always automatically awake around 1 or 2 am, and sleepless until the time for praying subuh. At first, I didn’t understand why it is always hard to sleep every night. I feel very sleepy and obviously want to sleep, but strangely my eyes won’t be closed. Seems like they rejecting my will to sleep. Sometimes this sleep disorder is advantageous when I need to stay up late in the night to do some assignments. Nevertheless, it is really sucks because I will get sleepy later in the morning while I’m sitting in the class.<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><span style=""> </span>I have read some articles about sleep disorders, especially insomnia. I’ve tried the tips given on the articles, but still didn’t work. I am not used to sleeping at noon, but I will still awake in the middle of the night. I sleep earlier, but then I will still wake up too early at 1 am as usual. I have read on an article, the one of the causal factors of insomnia is the atmosphere at the bedroom. It mentioned that people will easily fall asleep if the atmosphere at the bedroom supporting them to sleep. It suggest not to making bedroom as a place to do work or other things but sleeping. But how could I do? Since I’m living in dormitory, I only have a small room to live. I am sleeping, eating, and doing my tasks at the bedroom because it’s the only room provided for me. I think it’s the most conceivable reason why I get the sleep disorder.<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><span style=""> </span>The atmosphere of my room doesn’t support me to sleep. It’s already proven on my last semester holiday. I spent the two months holiday in my home town. At home, I’m able to do my activities at the separate rooms. Sleeping at the bed room, eating at the dining room, working or studying at the other room, and strangely I didn’t have sleep disorder at all! I got sleep easily, even at the earlier time than usual, and I never wake up at midnight anymore. At that time, I thought my insomnia was already cured. I thought I get the sleep disorder just because of homesick, but I was wrong! When I went back to the dorm after the holiday ended, I get the sleep disorder again. Well, I think this insomnia won’t be end as long as I live in this kind of small room.<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" >[ * take a deep breath * ]</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;">T_T<br /><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-17069725079739288202008-12-01T19:44:00.000-08:002008-12-01T22:53:46.813-08:00PRIDE dorama<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 150%;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:16;" >- PRIDE –<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 150%;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:9;" >It’s all about believing each other, not waiting for another</span></i><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:9;" >…<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 150%;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:9;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 150%;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:9;" >Last weekend, I spent the nights watching DVD of Japanese drama series (well known as ‘dorama’) which is lent by a friend of mine. The title is <b>Pride</b>. This is story about a captain of an ice hockey team named Haru Satonaka who is used to call as Halu. Halu is the star of the Blue Scorpion team, and he’s greatly respected by his teammates. Hockey is something important for Halu. It’s not just a game; it’s more than everything for him. Say, hockey is the number one thing in his mind. Halu is very famous. There are many girls declare as his fans [includes me ^ 0 ^;]. Ironically, Halu treats romance as if it just a game. He has never tended to be serious in it. Another main character is Aki. Aki is a businesswoman. She’s waiting for her boyfriend who is studying architecture in USA. Unhappily, her boyfriend has never contact her for the last two years. One day, Aki was asked by her friends, Yuri and Chika, watching a hockey match together. It was the match of Yuri and Chika’s favorite team, Blue Scorpion. Blue Scorpion won the match, and they held a celebration at the pub where their friends and fans are used to get on together. There, Aki meets Halu for the first time. Aki’s personality a little bit attracted Halu. She’s so silent and mousy, so that Halu calls her as ‘A woman from the last century’. They exchanged e-mail and starting to have dates by then. After several times meeting, Halu offered Aki a temporary relationship while Aki waiting for her boyfriend to return to Japan. Aki was very doubtful, but finally she accepted Halu’s offer. Then, a unique relationship between them started. As time goes by, Aki and Halu began to fall in love each other. AT first, both of them are always deny their real feelings. Halu tends to hold his pride, and Aki still grapple with her uncertainty. The climax of the story is when Aki’s boyfriend returned to Japan. At that time, the relationship of Halu and Aki was getting tighter. Aki was so confused. She didn’t know which one she has to choose. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 150%;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:9;" >This dorama isn’t only about the love between the main characters. It also dominated by a lot of things about ice hockey. If you’re kind of person who love ice skating, you maybe satisfied by the ice hockey matches in this dorama. All of the ice hockey players are extremely expert in ice skating. Starring by talented actors and actresses, this dorama is really worth to watch. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 150%;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-family:";font-size:9;" >n_n v<o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-13612727137597036902008-12-01T19:41:00.000-08:002008-12-01T23:06:39.928-08:00I’m Romeo and She’s Juliet<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >’m</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" > R</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >omeo</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" > a</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >nd</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" > S</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >he’s</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" > J</span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >uliet</span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b><o:p> </o:p></b></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >We had been spending that time together<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >Separated? Both of us sure that ‘we’ll never’<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >You always know how badly I wanted you,<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I’m sure I just want to be with you</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >But that night we were quarrelling<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I talked. You talked. You were crying<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >Our elders were questioning our future</span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >We wanted to prove our love, but they called us ‘dreamer’</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I gravelly screamed, and you shout out loud<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >We thought we were meant to be, but we were not<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I hate the Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >It’s as if their tragedy inspired our fate</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I hugged you tight<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I knew you cried<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >The day we said goodbye<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I was suffered, I couldn’t deny</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I know you’ve forced your self smiling to me<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I wish the time will run very quickly<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >And soon erase our sadness tears<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:times new roman;"><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" >I’m sorry for these painful memories</span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 150%;font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b><span style="line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></span></p><div style="text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; color: rgb(192, 192, 192); text-align: justify; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b><span style="line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-64230627880883386872008-12-01T19:37:00.000-08:002008-12-01T22:49:38.508-08:00Twilight<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >Twilight – Stephenie Meyer<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >“ Itukah yang kau impikan? Menjadi monster?”<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >“ Tidak juga. Aku lebih sering memimpikan bersamamu, selamanya…”<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >Saya pertama kali dikenalkan novel ini pertengahan Juni 2008 yang lalu. Ternyata nggak nyesel belain baca novel ini di tngah badai uas yg sedang mengamuk di hari-hari saya. Ceritanya, menurut saya keren abizzzz. [Ingat, pake ‘Z’ hehehe]. Kalau baca sinopsis di halaman belakang buku, plus prolog di halaman pertama, mungkin sudah bisa ditebak gimana endingnya. Tapi saya tipikal orang yg menikmati proses sih… Seringkali saya ngrasa suatu proses lebih menarik dari hasil akhir proses itu sendiri. [Eh, bukannya begitu, ya?] <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >Twilight ini sebenernya intinya kisah cinta. Wooopss,, jangan buru-buru bilang, “Halaaah…” Saya mungkin memang salah satu dari mereka yang disebut melankolis, jadi wajar kan kalau Twilight ada di daftar bacaan favorit saya. Hehehe,,, Saya agak iri dengan Isabella Swan, tokoh utama cewek di novel ini. HigzBisa-bisanya Bella punya cowok sekeren Edward! Menyingkirkan fakta bahwa Edward bukan manusia melainkan vampir, Bella bisa dbilang sangat beruntung. Saya jelas juga mau punya sesorang seperti Edward, the almost perfect guy. Cakep – pinter – terkesan dingin, tapi penuh cinta – dan, kaya! [ Bahkan walaupun deskripsi yg nyaris sempurna itu adalah karena Edward adalah vampire] hehehehe. Hari Edward bersama Bella berawal sangat aneh, tapi kemudian berlalu dengan manis sekali sampai mereka diingatkan dengan kenyataan bahwa vampir dan manusia itu dua dunia yang jauh berbeda dan bahkan akan cenderung jadi hubungan yang saling membahayakan… Inti cerita ini terwakili oleh quotes “ And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…” O-oww, sudah bisa menebak endingnya? Tapi skali lagi, kalau buat saya ini bukan masalah ending. Saya suka gaya Stephenie Meyer menuliskan cerita ini. Suram tapi manis, miris tapi maniss… Gaya pacaran Edward dan Bella agak tidak biasa… Tidak berlebihan sperti cerita cinta remaja Amerika di novel pada umumnya yg ‘euwwhh’… [Tapi kemudian saya tau hubungan mereka ternyata berkembang cukup drastic di sekuel selanjutnya : New Moon, Eclipse, and the last Breaking Dawn. Ha-ha.] <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >Bella yg baru pertama kali membuka hatinya untuk seorang cowok, dan Edward yg harus mati2an berusaha mengendalikan jiwa ‘predator’nya saat bersama seseorang yang sangat dia cintai, berusaha agar kebal terhadap ‘aroma’ yang tentu saja sebenarnya sangat mengusik sisi monsternya. Cerita ini dengan suksesnya menghebohkan saya dan teman-teman sekelas [terutama yang cewek-pastinya]. Hadir dalam empat buku, Twilight – New Moon – Eclipse – dan Breaking Dawn sukses menjadi buku paling sering dibicarakan akhir-akhir ini. Tentengan mahasiswa jurusan sastra pun bukan lagi kamus tebal sepperti biasanya, tapi salah satu buku karangan Stephenie Meyer ini. Dan topik pembicaraan tentang novel ini pun semakin heboh ketika ternyata film Twilight akan segera rilis. Siapa yang memerankan Edward, siapa yang memerankan Bella, apakah bakal seru seperti novelnya, rame! Beberapa teman yang belum sempat membaca kadang sampai bosan mendengar saya dan teman-teman ribut membicarakan Twilight series. Hehehe. Beberapa mengaku bahwa tadinya mereka penasaran dan ingin mencoba membaca, tapi jadi eneg lagi dan mengurungkan niat gara-gara kami terlalu sering membahas topik satu ini. Saya tidak tahu kapan demam Twilight ini bakal berakhir. Yah, dinikmati saja sihh…<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" >Hehehehe…<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:arial;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:78%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">* yang belum baca?? mari silahkan dicoba… *</span><o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-89116804847113377962008-12-01T19:36:00.000-08:002008-12-01T19:37:19.286-08:00Pelangi Setelah Hujan<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">P</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: yellow;">e</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">l</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">a</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">g</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">i</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">S</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">t</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">l</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">a</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">h</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">H</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">u</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">j</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">a</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 255);"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%;"><span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Kenapa</span> <b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span></b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">P</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: yellow;">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">g</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">i</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">S</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">t</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">h</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">H</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">u</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">j</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">???</span><span style="font-size: 36pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">Wah, sebenarnya saya nggak punya alasan khusus juga sih… Saya bisa dibilang masih sangat sangat-sangat</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">baru dalam dunia blog ini. Waktu itu tertarik bikin gara-gara saya sering dipamerin teman-teman yang</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">sudah jauh lebih dulu berakrab-akrab ria dengan dunia blog. Saya pun jadi kepikiran, masak iya saya</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">nggak bikin? Apa kata dunia?? Hehehe. Bikin deh… pikir saya waktu itu. Beberapa kali saya bikin blog, tapi</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">gagal terus. Berhasil sih, sebenarnya. Cuma entah ada masalah apa dengan otak saya tercinta, saya</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">beberapa kali lupa e-mail, nama account, dan password yang saya pakai untuk blog saya. Jadi saya</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">kesusahan ketika akan login lagi. Hehe. Dasar saya saja yang aneh-aneh sok pakai e-mail yang beda-beda</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">yang bahkan saya nggak bisa dengan mudah ingat namanya. Gara-gara kebodohan sendiri saya sempat</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">alergi dengan blog dan menunda terus keinginan saya untuk punya blog. [ A . A v ]</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 153, 255);"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span></b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">P</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: yellow;">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">g</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">i</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">S</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">t</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">h</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">H</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">u</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">j</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span><span style="font-size: 10pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%;"><span style=""> </span></span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">saya bikin accidentally ketika seorang teman di sebelah saya</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 0);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">sedang asyik posting entri baru untuk blognya. Saya tiba-tiba ingin bikin blog lagi. Karena sudah kapok</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 0);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">dengan pengalaman kemarin-kemarin, saya memutuskan untuk menggunakan e-mail yang sama dengan e-</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">mail yang saya pakai untuk account facebook saya. Saya pun memilih menggunakan password yang kira-</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">kira tidak akan mudah saya lupakan. Sukses. Registrasi sudah beres. Sekarang tinggal nama. Apa ya,</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 0);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">enaknya?? Sambil berpikir saya bertanya pada teman yang<span style=""> </span>masih posting entri baru untuk blognya. “Blog</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 0);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">kamu namanya apa?” tanya saya. Teman saya, tanpa mengalihkan pandangan dari monitor, menjawab,</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 0);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">“Kunang-Kunang Tersesat.” jawabnya. Cling! Saya juga ingin judul blog saya terdiri dari tiga kata, ah…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">Lalu terbersit tiba-tiba begitu saja,</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span></b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">P</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: yellow;">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">g</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">i</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">S</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">t</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">h</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">H</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">u</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">j</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">Ngomong-ngomong, saya hari ini melihat pelangi pertama semenjak saya kuliah di sini. Pelangi pertama</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(51, 204, 204);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">saya di Depok. Sore tadi langit sungguh luar biasa cantik. Saya dan teman-teman yang tadinya kesal</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(51, 204, 204);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">menunggu hujan reda, langsung terpana ketika MeJiKuHiBiNiU dengan manisnya melukis diri di bentangan</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(51, 204, 204);"> </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">langit , segera setelah hujan akhirnya berhenti dan matahari bersinar lagi. </span><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">Subhanallah</span></i><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);">, indah sekali…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">Kami pun beramai-ramai langsung mencari spot yang oke untuk mengabadikan warna warni yang belum<span style=""> </span></span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">tentu tiap hari menghias langit sore ini. Sayang hari ini saya tidak membawa digicam. Saya Cuma </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">mengandalkan kamera handphone saya. Bodohnya, saya lupa mengganti setting ukuran gambar, jadi foto </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: yellow;">hasil jepretan saya kurang</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(243, 243, 83);"> mantap. Hik. Hik. Nantilah, saya minta ke teman yang hari ini beruntung sekali </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">membawa serta digicamnya.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">Wuahhh,, saya jadi semakin cinta</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span></b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">P</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: yellow;">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">g</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">i</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">S</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">t</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">e</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">l</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">h</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">H</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">u</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 153, 204);">j</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">a</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(204, 255, 204);">n</span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 204, 255);">~</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 48pt; line-height: 200%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-28062564293945869162008-12-01T01:44:00.000-08:002008-12-02T19:26:57.387-08:00Not A 1950 Role Model<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Not a 1950 Role Model</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Red-haired Bree is a master of cookery<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >who always keep her lovely house perfectly<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Unfortunately, Bree is a desperate housewife<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >who refuses her family to mar her perfect life</span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Bree represses her own feeling and deny the others<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Manipulating herself as a good wife and mother<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Bree is both slave and tyrant <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >whose acts often subterranean</span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Bree smiling her way though her marriage is broken<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >She’s hiding the fact of her rebellious children<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Rex, the husband, feel their marriage was intolerable<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >Still, Bree forces not to show these unstable</span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >What a life behind the pretty garden<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:85%;" >a superficial happy family covered the subordination<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="line-height: 200%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="font-size:85%;">****<br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:85%;" ><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Serial TV populer Desperate Houswives menampilkan sosok Bree sebagai contoh figur seorang istri sekaligus ibu rumah tangga di era 1950an silam, yang ahli memasak dan senantiasa menjaga rumah dan perabotannya agar tetap rapi pada tempatnya. Gambaran ideal inilah yang kemudian disoroti dan terungkaplah berbagai prahara di balik keharmonisan rumah tangga yang nampak dari luarnya. Bree adalah seorang yang cenderung memaksakan perasaan dan keinginannya, mengesampingkan perasaan anggota keluarga yang lain. Bree memaksakan diri untuk tersenyum ketika rumah tangganya di ambang perceraian dan anak-anaknya mulai memberontak karena tidak tahan dengan situasi rumah yang semakin kacau. Bagi Rex, suami Bree, kehidupan pernikahan mereka sudah tidak tertahankan lagi akibat sikap Bree yang cenderung mengambil alih akan semua hal dalam kehidupan mereka. Bree bahkan memaksa untuk mengepak barang-barang Rex, ketika suaminya hendak pergi meninggalkan rumah. </span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Bree mengontrol kehidupan rumah tangganya di bawah permukaan, agar tidak akan ada orang luar yang menyadari kenyataan rumah tangganya yang sebenarnya. Karena merasa tidak memiliki kekuatan untuk melakukannya secara terang-terangan, Bree melakukan segala keinginannya secara manipulatif dan diam-diam. Seperti misalnya menyabotase sofa di rumah mereka sehingga Rex mau-tidak mau terpaksa kembali tidur bersamanya di tempat tidur mereka, atau menghukum anaknya dengan yang diam-diam mengunjungi club penari striptease dengan cara mencopot pintu kamarnya sehingga sang anak tidak lagi punya privasi. Bree adalah budak sekaligus tirani. Sebuah gambaran tepat dari paradox of love, di mana waqnita yang tadinya menyediakan diri berada di posisi yang lebuh rendah dari suami, kemudian mendapat pemikiran baru dan mengalami evolusi menjadi seoarang tiran. </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-76279519964170051712008-12-01T01:36:00.000-08:002008-12-01T22:55:46.972-08:00H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); text-align: justify;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:9;" >November 18, 2008<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); text-align: justify;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:9;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); text-align: justify;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:9;" >I’m homesick, and this kind of feeling has been growing lately. I feel that my present life isn’t really going right. I need to see my family and my old friends in Blitar, my home town. I miss them badly. If Doraemon’s magic door was really exist, I would have borrowed it to go home town right now. Moreover, today I got a bad news from Kartika, my best friend in senior high school. Her father passed away this morning after hospitalized since last week. He suffered from stroke. Actually, last night Kartika sent me a short message, and told me that her father was getting better. He had been moved from the ICU, and the doctor said that her father’s health was one step better. Therefore, the fact that her father passed away this morning must have shocked her. Kartika and her father have a very close relationship. She must be very sad of losing him. I can feel it from her husky voice that I heard, when I phoned her to say my condolence.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); text-align: justify;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="line-height: 200%;font-size:9;" >I want to see Kartika right now. Hugging and calming her. I want to stand by her side, but I can’t. All I can do is just praying. I never thought that Kartika will lose her father so fast. I cannot imagine if it happened to me. I realize that everyone will be die someday, and that God had decided the day we die. Because of it, everyday I pray and thank to God, that my family still in good health. <o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">Oh, I miss them more and more now…</span></span><o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-28366639072063840112008-12-01T01:26:00.000-08:002008-12-01T01:31:38.939-08:00I can only dreaM<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I dreamed of you last night</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;">And the dream seems very bright <o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Our bad day is going right</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">And you’re [again] can sit by my side</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;">… … … <o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I always love dreaming of you</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;">The only way that I’m able to do<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">To see you, talk to you</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Do you know that I [always] miss you?</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;">… … … <o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">In the morning, I wake up sadly</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;">Realizing that the dream isn’t a reality<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">I wonder if it could [really] happen to me</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I wonder whether you have the same thought as me</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 150%;">… … …<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5228671919920261852.post-73578459301331588482008-11-27T18:05:00.000-08:002008-12-01T01:35:53.567-08:00Crazy<p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">If my brain is washable<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">And choosing its memories freely is able<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">I’m sure I wouldn’t got unstable</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">If time can really be an eraser<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">Or the memories can be removed by a cutter<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">Everything will be so much better</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">You should’ve never come<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">and treated me so warm<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">Coz I’m the one who got that harm</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">Coz you’re gone steadily <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">Alone to the eternity<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;">Left me here hopelessly</span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:78%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Crazy</span></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);" class="MsoNormal"><br /><span style=""><o:p></o:p></span></p>rxixnxahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17637305801734661663noreply@blogger.com0